May 18, 2005 17:11
So, I think I am beginning to understand how things work. I think a thought out loud and it is misunderstood. Sorry. I will learn to keep my mouth shut.
well here is something you can talk about and I am fine with it. I got myself a new man. How is it going to work out? I dunno. Right now I don't care. I dig him, he digs me... isn't that the important stuff that matters? I can say the word fuck whenever I want and can be fucking me. There will be no drama, I nixed it before it happens. Ok, so he isn't my boyfriend yet, but he knows why and he is cool with it. He keeps me company in my new house and well... it's a big fucking house.
Oh that's another thing... I don't care if anyone thinks it is a good idea or a bad idea of my choice of roommates. You don't live there so if you don't like it that's none of my fucking business.. keep it to yourself. Please.
I think I am just tired of being nice. I appreciate when you have a problem with me, you come to me to solve it. I hate fucking drama and everyone knows it. Keep everything low key and things will be fine. I am too busy to deal with a bunch of shit.
Lastly, in case anyone happens to see my former flame... tell him to fuck off. My life is not his business anymore and I don't want anyone sharing how I live my life with him. It complicates things and makes me angry. So if anyone who reads this has been sharing with him... for you I say stop. There are more important things that he needs to be worrying about than what I am doing with my life. Especially since he is no longer apart of that. Thanks. Oh, but if you do feel the need to tell him anything... please leave out where I live (since someone already told him that i moved) and substitute with "Amie is fucking someone else, leave her the fuck alone."
So, if this posting offends you I am sorry. that is not my intention. I think that everytime anyone of us writes int hese things, it is strictly to bitch or be sad ( I do it too so it's ok). I hope everyone is having a fabulous day and I will talk to you everyone soon.
By the way nominate me for using the word *fuck* the most times inthis post.
fuckfuckfuckfuck... just for fun. FUCK!!