May 30, 2008 23:21
Maybe.
I still feel like shit most of the time.
Birth control makes me fat.
and depressed.
But I am working again and making money.
I paid my first bill in week today. = )
Whoever would have thought that paying a bill would make me smile.
I met a girl.
Red curly hair. Innocent face. Creative. Proud. Small.
She flirts aggressively.
And calls me coy.
I think I like it.
And I think she'll call me tonite.
(good-bye long nails)
I still have not finished my obligations from fall semester.
I received a letter of dismissal which takes effect in August.
I cannot let that happen.
It is all dependent on my gpa raising, which will when I finish these classes.
Why am I procrastinating?
This is my life.
I know I will feel much better once it's done.
I think I'm scared to complete something.
I find comfort in chaos.
It is not my fault that you're in love with me.
I am not in love with you.
I am not in love with you.