Things are looking up?

May 30, 2008 23:21

Maybe.
I still feel like shit most of the time. 
Birth control makes me fat.
and depressed.
But I am working again and making money. 
I paid my first bill in week today. = ) 
Whoever would have thought that paying a bill would make me smile.

I met a girl. 
Red curly hair. Innocent face. Creative. Proud. Small.  
She flirts aggressively. 
And calls me coy.
I think I like it. 
And I think she'll call me tonite.
(good-bye long nails)

I still have not finished my obligations from fall semester.
I received a letter of dismissal which takes effect  in August.
I cannot let that happen.
It is all dependent on my gpa raising, which will when I finish these classes.
Why am I procrastinating? 
This is my life.
I know I will feel much better once it's done.
I think I'm scared to complete something. 
I find comfort in chaos.

It is not my fault that you're in love with me.
I am not in love with you. 
I am not in love with you.
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