GOOD MORNING, LIVEJOURNAL!
I say this because it's 6am and I went to bed at 2. Courtney called about 5:45 to tell me she was going into labor, and she's not due until the 19th! She was bawling, so I'm freaking out and can't get back to sleep. I called her back and her mom asked if I wanted to go and I said 'of course!' and I think I heard her boyfriend say "NO!" in the background. How wonderful is that? So Courtney's freaking out, and all I know is that ever since she got pregnant she's told me she wanted me there. Her mom promised to call me and keep me updated. Hopefully I can get some more sleep because I have to work today and tomorrow. I'm calming down a little bit at least. I just know that I have to keep myself busy so that I don't call Lisa and wake her up. Luckily mom has today off, so she can keep me company while I'm freaking out. Now I'm really afraid of what it's going to be like when I go into labor. I'm so scared about everything. I need to calm myself down though because I still have over a month left and I don't need to send myself into labor with her. Eleanor (the lady I take care of) said yesterday that since I've dropped (the baby has moved down, which doesn't usually happen until 38 weeks and I'm only 34 weeks) maybe I'll have my baby at the same time Courtney does. Now she's in labor. I'm freaking out. At least I know that when I go into labor I'll be able to call whomever I need to call. I suppose I'll end this. I'll probably write again if I can't sleep.
Love to everyone.
Julie
Love to everyone.
Julie