On Matters of Immenent Importance
I think I need to stop being such a baby. I seriously complain on here like, every time I post. I suppose its better than complaining to someone who, then, HAS to hear it, wether or not they're listening. But, really. Its a bad habit I've had since... well, probably since birth. I also need to be kinder. People just irritate me so much, sometimes. Like Tony. He's christian's cousin and he's at our house alot. He needs to come to Oly every few weeks for reasons I'll not say. And he stays with us for four or five days at a time. Its annoying, but he literally does nothing. He just hangs out and is really innoffensive. Why do I get so annoyed? I have no idea. I was going to have a talk with christian about it, but when I tried to think of what to say all I could come up with is "Tony is here alot. He sits around the house all day NOT getting in my way or making trouble." Like, what the fuck? How can I complain about THAT? Its so selfish! Plus, Tony is really nice. I think I need to get him a present, or something.
And thats not the only person. Like Tristan Dyers lady. I don't know why, but she just rubs me the wrong way. She's nice too. And Makayla. She's actually annoying, but she was the only person who told me when a certain person said shit behind my back that was REALLY mean. I mean, not even Steven did that. But he was probably trying to spare my feelings.
So, thats why I need to stop being a whiny little bitch.
I was thinking the other day about Heather Lewis. She and I used to hang out all the time. I still play the gameboy she and Mark gave me for my birthday. Its saved me on airplanes so many times. Also, we used to watch Ranma together. And hang out with Fly. And stuff. Yeah. I miss you, Heather!
There's all these people I don't talk to anymore, but I think of all the time. Like Jen Hydrick. Heather. Ade. Sue McGrew. Joshie. Justine. It makes me feel bad, like I should have written all these people once a week. I don't know, I barely have time to call my family most of the time.
Anyway, I'll be around for a few days at Christmas and if any of ya'll (even if you aren't on the list) are gonna be around, call me.
Maybe we can chill.
And thats not the only person. Like Tristan Dyers lady. I don't know why, but she just rubs me the wrong way. She's nice too. And Makayla. She's actually annoying, but she was the only person who told me when a certain person said shit behind my back that was REALLY mean. I mean, not even Steven did that. But he was probably trying to spare my feelings.
So, thats why I need to stop being a whiny little bitch.
I was thinking the other day about Heather Lewis. She and I used to hang out all the time. I still play the gameboy she and Mark gave me for my birthday. Its saved me on airplanes so many times. Also, we used to watch Ranma together. And hang out with Fly. And stuff. Yeah. I miss you, Heather!
There's all these people I don't talk to anymore, but I think of all the time. Like Jen Hydrick. Heather. Ade. Sue McGrew. Joshie. Justine. It makes me feel bad, like I should have written all these people once a week. I don't know, I barely have time to call my family most of the time.
Anyway, I'll be around for a few days at Christmas and if any of ya'll (even if you aren't on the list) are gonna be around, call me.
Maybe we can chill.