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As I sit here, nibbling on my vanilla icecream - having already eaten my pie - I'm mostly busy brushing my hair out of my face. My smooth, incredibly flat hair.
Oh how I love it xD
My sisters insanly nice friend Robin (or Robyn [shrugs] spent quarter of an hour straightening it and chatting to me. [pets the hair] <.< Ish flat.
But anywhos. Getting to the point -
- Which is that it's come to my attention that Dan stared at my short story, and realised he had no idea what it was about.
This amuses me. But to clear up any confusion, voila and read.
Ambrose's Present
Hmm .. how to explain this. Well, first of all, the entire thing stemmed from the one time me and Kento did an rp type deal - wayy back when I was playing Chibi. Dan should remember her. She was this cute lil kid who had a pet rock.
I honestly forget why. But anywhos.
Lessee .. Ambrose was Kento. Way back then, when I cared, he was my rock. I could always rely on him. Annd .. then stuff happened. I would describe it the way Jase did, but, very intelligent people read this so let's not. Marlon was Nicky .. I don't remember ever being particularly close to him, but apparently he had enough of an effect on me that I would add him in as the brother. Edan was Artemis - one of Dave's characters that I had the biggest thing for ._.; That was an awkward time. Ladron was his primary character, Ronin. And if you add a ` over the o, you have 'thief' in Spanish. Who else .. hn ..
Well Celosia was obviously "me". It was originally going to be the first in a series of memories that she held, which was going to be part of a bigger novel.
So, to summarise : The part where she's on the dragon was the one time me and Kento rped. The people that had the greatest effect on me at the time are the characters.
Side Note : Later on, Sol came into it. Sol was a sexy vampire with black hair and violet eyes.
Found : One Black Cat
School assigned short story for an English test. 'Nuff said.
Just A Kiss
I was having issues about my feelings for Brent while I was with .. er .. God, one of them. I forget which.
The entire scenario was ... the first time we had talked in ages. We just messed around and half-rped till about 3am. I remember being pleased because he was the only guy I could mess around with, because nothing would happen.
Obviously, something did.
And it was bugging the hell out of me, so, I wrote.
To summarise : O.o; I liked Brent. Flirting went further than it should have.
Side Note : xD I love Takai. I might write something else with him, just because he's intriguing.
Departure
Ahh .. way back when I first met Sarah. She should remember the abrupt personality change I underwent when it came to my attention people viewed me as "a spoilt brat".
Mmm .. that stung. So very much.
But that .. was Patrick's effect on my life. He's right up on my "list of people who's opinion should matter about as much as the cow shit I step in at work".
To summarise : Dahky was highly upset.
Side Note : <.< Despite the fact that Kay sounds like she likes her imaginary friend, the comment "Mislead perhaps, but not stupid" was something Sarah said to me while she was trying to make me feel better.
Why ?
I love Az ;.; 'Nuff said.
Snow Dusted Angel
We all know the story of this by now. A friend told me about their friend, and even though I never cried when my sister told me her best friend had been killed, I sat there and shed tears over this.
To summarise : I couldn't say what I felt, so I wrote.
Side Note : First time I ever wrote for someone, and felt that insanely nervous about showing it. Also the first thing I had written in almost eight months.
Crushed Velvet
So Snow Dusted Angel was in memory of Adam, but how exactly would I react if it wasn't his grave I had to visit ? I was already feeling worse than I ever remember feeling in my life, and when he became the topic of conversation .. well, thinking about it, I never knew it wa possible to feel so hollow.
I had been tossing the idea around for a while, and I always figured she would be pissed when she arrived.
To summarise : Snow Dusted Angel was in memory of Adam, Crushed Velvet was for Jase.
Side Note : Nothing .. 'cept xD
Nary A Sound
This .. this is a lot harder to explain.
It's set the year after Crushed Velvet. There's still two more to write along that vein, but Nary A Sound is set .. I want to say a year later, but probably two, considering the nameless 'he' in it.
But anyway. The person in question ... well, as I told Dan, it never hurts quite so much as it does when he's mad at me. So, while 'she' regretted most that 'he' had ever had to apologise, I would regret most that he had ever been so visciously mad. Not saying that it was particuarly viscious, but .. all things considered. So visciously mad.
The 'he' that she's curled up with ... he counts as being half one person, half the other. Think real hard, and it'll be obvious who he is.
To summarise : I felt like shit. I wrote.
Side Note : The next one, I promise, answers the question "<.< But how did I die ?"
So there you have it.
That sort of counts as the innermost workings of my emotions and my mind, I guess. I'm rarely more honest than I am in my writing, and I rarely write when I'm not feeling something so very strongly. Snow Dusted Angel - the desire to make everything alright, or at least say I would do what I could to try to. Just A Kiss - the guilt, inner turmoil and all that angsty teenage stuff.
Any questions ?