Moving out in 18 days, still no place to live for March...

[dagur]

Seriously, I was in the worst mood earlier. I'm not sure why, but I think it's a combination of being stressed over finding a place to live, money troubles, and just coming to a boiling point of keeping everything bottled up inside, but I was so pissed earlier. We were supposed to hear about the other place today, but nothing, so of course I'm thinking the worst. I was tossing stuff around, took it out on a book, an xbox controller, anything within arms reach. I'm just so fucking...ugh. Why can't something go right for once, I just don't get why we keep getting turned down for every fucking place we look at. I feel like it's my fault. Andy and Nicole told me that a lot of places won't even consider us because it's a couple, plus one. I don't get why, but I feel bad, like it's my fucking fault. I just want to know I have somewhere to go. There's plenty of places I can stay for March, if need be, but where the fuck am I going to store all of my shit? I never get a fucking break. It's starting to affect my confidence again too. I know you all hate when I rant about my personal life, but fuck, why can't I find anyone? I'm a nice enough guy, funny, caring. Am I really that much of a fucking mook to look at that no one is interested in me? Come the fuck on. I just want to a catch a break, in anything, anything at fucking all.

PS: Sorry again for the rant.
PPS: I need to find someway to start taking my stress out.