profundity

Nov 17, 2004 15:57

I feel like I always need to have something oh so profound to say. That's a lot of self-inflicted pressure. I'm trying to remake myself into someone I actually like. Man I get on my nerves! I'd get away from myself if only I wasn't trapped inside my head.
Anyway, I'm trying this thing where I actually talk about my feelings instead of brooding them inside of me. The only thing I'm worried about is that my feelings never really change, so I'm going to be constantly yammering on about the same old things.

But anyway, the NY trip was so much fun! I'm so glad that I was able to go and that Nikki was able to go. People have been asking me what was my favorite thing? And I guess I have to say the night that Nikki and I went to NYC to meet the Farhas and Simpsons. We had such and blast and by the end of the night Nikki and I were just kind of wandering around the city. We had parked on the street kind of illegally I think, but we got no ticket. It was like a miracle! Another thing that I liked to do while actually in the city was try and make eye contact with everyone I passed. I'd say only 1 in 20 met my gaze, and half of them did a double take as if they couldn't believe someone was really looking at them. I thought it was an interesting exercize in observing human nature.

Gotta go. The dryer buzzeth.
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