Re-hashed faces
Stepping stones: one foot falsely planted, the other, bent and expecting the jump to the next stone. After last night I'm really not sure where I stand. I know only that a jump is inevitable.
I had a good birthday after I decided to reduce my company to those who truly cared, or at least had the capacity to show it. Thanks you guys...especially Kit, who is a hand in the dark for me. To the rest of you, I think that my optimism got the better of me, allowing me to believe that eventually I would become some part of your world. Today it seems that my next jump will be away from disappointed hopes and towards my own version of reality. Where I don't want to feel included, part of something, anything. I'm going to change my solitude into the latest fad. I'm going to stop running away from what sets me apart, and embrace it full-force. Watch out...my self determination might make enough waves to topple your broken social scene. Make you see that your semblance of a whole, your world, is falling from the sky, gaining speed, and is completely out of your control...just like mine is. I'm waking up, and dragging the world with me.
Music: Beck, Midnight Vultures
I had a good birthday after I decided to reduce my company to those who truly cared, or at least had the capacity to show it. Thanks you guys...especially Kit, who is a hand in the dark for me. To the rest of you, I think that my optimism got the better of me, allowing me to believe that eventually I would become some part of your world. Today it seems that my next jump will be away from disappointed hopes and towards my own version of reality. Where I don't want to feel included, part of something, anything. I'm going to change my solitude into the latest fad. I'm going to stop running away from what sets me apart, and embrace it full-force. Watch out...my self determination might make enough waves to topple your broken social scene. Make you see that your semblance of a whole, your world, is falling from the sky, gaining speed, and is completely out of your control...just like mine is. I'm waking up, and dragging the world with me.
Music: Beck, Midnight Vultures