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I've never been more scared, or in more pain in my life. I finally decided that I should be at the hospital and not at home. When I went to the bathroom, the...shock I got just freaked me out enough to yell for Kevin and Suzanne to come running. Those babies were coming, and that was that.
I'm trying to remember everything, guess maybe I should have taken some drugs for the pain,so maybe I wouldn't be so hazy right now. The only thing I would let them give me was something to try to stop the labor when we first got to the hospital. They didnt think it would work but they wanted to try it anyway. There were a ton of doctors and nurses around,trying to help me relax, but the death grip I had on Kevin, yelling for my husband kept most of everyone away...cept for Suzanne whom I could hear telling them that Kevin was NOT my husband in any way shape or form and that the father of her grandbabies would be there soon as he could.
I didn't know at first how Shane made it, but his greeting was a series of curses and his hand took the place of Kevin's.
My babies...our babies. Right now I just need to feel them. They were so small, but everyone is telling me they will be fine. They have to be fine...
Thanks to everyone for being here...and for going over and above in some cases...
I am going to have Jackie wheel me down to the ICU to see them. Everyone wants me to stay in the bed, to rest some more...but I need to see my kids.
I'm trying to remember everything, guess maybe I should have taken some drugs for the pain,so maybe I wouldn't be so hazy right now. The only thing I would let them give me was something to try to stop the labor when we first got to the hospital. They didnt think it would work but they wanted to try it anyway. There were a ton of doctors and nurses around,trying to help me relax, but the death grip I had on Kevin, yelling for my husband kept most of everyone away...cept for Suzanne whom I could hear telling them that Kevin was NOT my husband in any way shape or form and that the father of her grandbabies would be there soon as he could.
I didn't know at first how Shane made it, but his greeting was a series of curses and his hand took the place of Kevin's.
My babies...our babies. Right now I just need to feel them. They were so small, but everyone is telling me they will be fine. They have to be fine...
Thanks to everyone for being here...and for going over and above in some cases...
I am going to have Jackie wheel me down to the ICU to see them. Everyone wants me to stay in the bed, to rest some more...but I need to see my kids.