No more country music for awhile.

[daffney_screams]

I shooed Suzanne off early yesterday afternoon. I know that perhaps she is helping out now because of her own guilt over how things went down with her and Shane. But the house is spotless, there is not a piece of laundry that hasn't been washed, dried, folded and put away, and I am more then well fed. The effort and all that is much appreciated, but I really just needed a bit of alone time. She didnt want to leave, was worried that something would happen or I would need something, but I assured her that I would be fine and if there was anything I needed I would call her.



So alone at last, I just took out some of Shane's country CD's and starting listening to them. I guess it was just...who knows what but later in the evening when I heard Earl Conley seemed fitting is all.

if she'd give me one good reason I'd be gone
she ain't done, one thing wrong
so don't expect me to just walk out of the door
I still love her, but I love you more
she's been good to me

when things weren't goin' right
she made my days long before you made my nights
so, the hardest thing I've ever had to do
is holding her, and loving you

Don't get me wrong at all I needed last night. Tears and all because now I feel myself again. I can breathe easier because of it.

Gonna go turn off Friends in Low Places and talk to my husband.