Suzanne is being so helpful...
...But I miss my Husband.
Shane gives me way to much credit sometimes I think for being "strong" as he had to go off this morning. He saw the few tears in my eyes, I really didn't want him to feel any worse then he already did about leaving me so I held back for as long as I could.... then I cried like a baby. Its a good thing Suzanne was there because I dont think I would have been able to stop ballin' long enough to make the drive back home. She patted me on the back, pushed my hair back from my face and said all those things that were supposed to help comfort me and my outbreak of extreme hormones. But all I wanted is to have Shane home with me. Maybe I just got so spoiled having him home for such a long time, or maybe I am feeling a bit scared due to the fact that any day now I could go into labor.
I need to get my mind off things...Suzanne said something about a late dinner gonna go take her up on that.
Shane gives me way to much credit sometimes I think for being "strong" as he had to go off this morning. He saw the few tears in my eyes, I really didn't want him to feel any worse then he already did about leaving me so I held back for as long as I could.... then I cried like a baby. Its a good thing Suzanne was there because I dont think I would have been able to stop ballin' long enough to make the drive back home. She patted me on the back, pushed my hair back from my face and said all those things that were supposed to help comfort me and my outbreak of extreme hormones. But all I wanted is to have Shane home with me. Maybe I just got so spoiled having him home for such a long time, or maybe I am feeling a bit scared due to the fact that any day now I could go into labor.
I need to get my mind off things...Suzanne said something about a late dinner gonna go take her up on that.