Used again...
Why do I try? No use.
Thinking that I felt no chemistry because I seem to be attracted to assholes. Couldn't feel for him because of his coldness. Will I ever open myself to someone? Am I cold because love has left me this way? Always wanting more, but how can I want more when I haven't experienced anything real?
I don't want it. I loath it. All I want is happiness and all I receive from it leaves me more desolate than I was when I started.
Just have to purge the need for someone to want and need me, because no one I'm attracted to does.
Thinking that I felt no chemistry because I seem to be attracted to assholes. Couldn't feel for him because of his coldness. Will I ever open myself to someone? Am I cold because love has left me this way? Always wanting more, but how can I want more when I haven't experienced anything real?
I don't want it. I loath it. All I want is happiness and all I receive from it leaves me more desolate than I was when I started.
Just have to purge the need for someone to want and need me, because no one I'm attracted to does.