coming to snellville this weekend
will be in town for work and crusty's b-day (she is now engaged). but, i am hopefully going to splurge my $ on sushi in a little while, after i stop wasting my time typing into this computer.
i went to a psychologist to see what a session was like. maybe i should have told him my concerns with auditory delusions and bipolar tendencies, but i really feel like i would do best to deal with it on my own terms. i just feel like that's crap bcuz i'm going to be a psychologist. I think it is pertinent for me to feel completely emersed as a client before i ever become a patron. nothing will truly establish the credibility i want before committing time and effort but just how much can i just assume this is what i want to do? i feel inadequate. why should i feel inadequate? i am actively seeking my "correct path".
it is virtually impossible for me to feel satisfied with myself without verifiable proof. something i really need to smack myself for. the people who have done the most are those that are self-reliant enough to create their own paradigms and communicate them effectively.
what is my mind useful for and how do i use it?
i went to a psychologist to see what a session was like. maybe i should have told him my concerns with auditory delusions and bipolar tendencies, but i really feel like i would do best to deal with it on my own terms. i just feel like that's crap bcuz i'm going to be a psychologist. I think it is pertinent for me to feel completely emersed as a client before i ever become a patron. nothing will truly establish the credibility i want before committing time and effort but just how much can i just assume this is what i want to do? i feel inadequate. why should i feel inadequate? i am actively seeking my "correct path".
it is virtually impossible for me to feel satisfied with myself without verifiable proof. something i really need to smack myself for. the people who have done the most are those that are self-reliant enough to create their own paradigms and communicate them effectively.
what is my mind useful for and how do i use it?