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The holidays are coming, and i HATE it.
I'm not even looking forward to the uk trip my fam had planned.
Sometimes i just wish that they'll reject my application for a uk visa.
I have absolutely NO mood.
And i don't think i deserve the holiday trip.
If it's the fye results you're talking about.
But on the other hand, i'll be so pathetic and lonely in indo, i hate hate hate going back.
I'm not a least bit interested or excited in getting a new license,
I just hate doing things alone for 2 goddamn months.
I don't even think i can go Dufan anymore.
I don't think isnu and cindy would ever visit me since jakarta is so damn fucken big,
It takes at least, what? 3-4 hours to travel to east from west of jkt?
DAMNNIT.
I can't go out without parent's consent.
I can't even drive myself to places.
I can't take public transport.
I might as well kill myself rather than allowing some ''chikope'' out there on the street to kill me.
And my mom actually killed me for postponing my trip back to indo.
I guess i'm gonna miss katherine's party.
I hate hate HATE holidays.
Somehow i just do.
It's not fair.
Life is NEVER fair.
I'm not even looking forward to the uk trip my fam had planned.
Sometimes i just wish that they'll reject my application for a uk visa.
I have absolutely NO mood.
And i don't think i deserve the holiday trip.
If it's the fye results you're talking about.
But on the other hand, i'll be so pathetic and lonely in indo, i hate hate hate going back.
I'm not a least bit interested or excited in getting a new license,
I just hate doing things alone for 2 goddamn months.
I don't even think i can go Dufan anymore.
I don't think isnu and cindy would ever visit me since jakarta is so damn fucken big,
It takes at least, what? 3-4 hours to travel to east from west of jkt?
DAMNNIT.
I can't go out without parent's consent.
I can't even drive myself to places.
I can't take public transport.
I might as well kill myself rather than allowing some ''chikope'' out there on the street to kill me.
And my mom actually killed me for postponing my trip back to indo.
I guess i'm gonna miss katherine's party.
I hate hate HATE holidays.
Somehow i just do.
It's not fair.
Life is NEVER fair.