this is Jenn - signing off.

[daccotablue]

So I read what you posted as per your convo with manny - and I realize a lot of things. You think I cheated. I didn't sleep with anyone... and the man I married told me that if anything like that ever happened to tell him, and we'd work through it. That and your idea of cheating seems to have changed since being in this house alone all night long. I see everything being blown up - not out of proportion, but that apparently I've always been the type to do this to you... that you've darwinized yourself to my standards. I loved the man I met in a stupid ass coffee shop one night. And if I recall you're no longer him because your mom doesn't like me. that's just a truth I suppose held to fit your benefit. Then I look to my right and see a perfectly strateigicly placed print out of an article on why women cheat. All it says everywhere is because they're not getting what they feel they need in their own marriage. What little did occur with tim and I was inexcusable - but certainly with a multi faceted reason. I didn't leave you for tim - I left you because I don't want the rest of my life to be like that past year of it. tim and I spent the day together. Yes. We're the only people of this group not welcome here... so what did you expect?

So all that said... hate me. that's fine. hate me and continue being spiteful, and don't let this be amicable and throw me out even if you feel that this is all neccessary. Talk trash, slander everything we ever did have. I'm sure that'll get you far in this all.

I will no longer be posting on either Livejournal or myspace... I don't want to sit and watch steve and adam take shots. Hell scott can join in, and leigh anne... and no one can know the whole story... that's fine... that's apparently what you're good at.