What happened?
Why am I here again with these feelings? These feelings of drowning? This complacency. This worry that maybe there's something better out there for me. Not neccessarily in you... but I'm also not saying not you. What happened to you? Why am I doomed to meet these people that don't know themselves... and then when I show them who I am are bound and determined to take that away from me? I mean if you want me to be here to continually teach you about life and everything and completely lose myself in the "you recovery project" you can forget it. I've done it for this long and now I'm done. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. you're not even 21 yet and it's like your life is over to you. there's nothing you want to experience with me... the only thing you want is to ride a rollercoaster with me.