"What brought me to this is I have very and utterly been living life in a more vivid sense then I think ever before. lke when I think back on my past I can remeber several memories almost similtaniously, and more then memories I can feel what I felt back then. Its so odd and enlightening. I remember being able to look at myself in the mirror and ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here, slightly shivering and feeling like it's a dream. Or some cheesy movie moment of ephiany, meaning, and love ( Read more... )

I'm taking it old school, the drunken confession- the kind that makes you feel like your bearing your soul, but are actually just venting ( Read more... )

"The ego is a wrong-minded attempt to percieve yourself as you wish to be, rather than as you are. Yet you can only know yourself as you are, because that is all you can be sure of. Everything else is open to question ( Read more... )

Update, quick and efficent for those who care, pretend to, or just want something to bring up the next time we get together and have a few drinks ( Read more... )

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I'm offically worn down..... I thought I was down in general, but a lack of rest, constant change and moving in the fast lane means that it is simply my body and mind on a steeply inclined treadmill ( Read more... )

This may get ranty, but oh well ( Read more... )

I'm gonna try this trick, it's called honesty.

( The Truth )

I was trying SOOO hard to write about my work, but other thoughts kept coming in and interupting, so I am going to write about them instead. The events are as important to me as the thoughts and feelings about them, but the thoughts just have the microphone right now ( Read more... )