Live love burn die
How can you be over someone one day and the next day, you can't stop thinking about them? How can you not want someone at all, but then you think about them? I don't know. All I know is that I don't want him, yet he's been on my mind all day long. I think he's pissed at me because I haven't been around much recently, but I don't want to be around, I want to move on. I'm happy where I am. The more I think about it the more I know that he would have never made me happy, so why did I cling so hard?
Why do you cling to an idea of something that will never be? Life is so stinking hard sometimes that I wish I would just fade away and become someone new, something new. Fading, fading, fading into the depths. I know that I should not speak this way because if Kel reads it she will kill me, but I can't help it. I'm in a dark mood tonight. Have been all day long. It doesn't mean I'm depressed, I'm just reveling in the darkness.
Why do you cling to an idea of something that will never be? Life is so stinking hard sometimes that I wish I would just fade away and become someone new, something new. Fading, fading, fading into the depths. I know that I should not speak this way because if Kel reads it she will kill me, but I can't help it. I'm in a dark mood tonight. Have been all day long. It doesn't mean I'm depressed, I'm just reveling in the darkness.