Aug 10, 2005 00:59
...to chain smoke.
Ah yes, the sweet feeling of nothing better to do with my time. I think I should probably go to bed. Although I sent my check yesterday, I still can't play Adventure Quest. There are always just over 5000 on the server (figures). In a day or two though, it won't matter. I'll be one of those "cool guys". *sigh*.
Yesterday, I was fine with not knowing what the future would bring. Today however, I'm back in my usual(I MUST HAVE CONTROL OVER EVERYTHING!) frame of mind. Uncertainty preys on my mind. I can not abide uncertainty. I find it increasingly difficult to "just relax" or "take it easy". No, no, no... if things aren't going as I had hoped, it must mean that I droped the ball somewhere, missed some tiny detail, or otherwise just plain screwed it up again. I wish I could relax. Perhaps I'll call some friends after work tomorrow.
Peace,
The Dude