More idle time...
It's almost one in the morning and what have I been doing since 11:00pm? Playing adventure quest of course! So addictive, so wonderfully diverting. I must return to the real world tomorrow for work of course.
To my friends (and this means everyone that condsiders me a friend of theirs as well). I apologize for my strange behavior yesterday and the day before. I've got a little thing in my head that stops me from enjoying anything lovely that comes my way. I don't understand it either. I don't pretend to understand love or even friendship. There are some people that have been my companions through many years, and to those brave souls, I am very grateful for your presence along the way. There are also a few new faces in the ranks. When I hit it off with someone I've never met (esp. if it happens to be a girl) I tend to become incredibly excited, and then equally incredibly skeptical/cynnical/etc. It's an irrational behavior, I know, but it has been my modus operendi for as far back I can remember. I anyalze everything. This would probably be ok if I were cold, heartless, and didn't react emotionaly to anyone or anything. The problem is that I am an incredibly passionate and therefore emotional person. So not only do I think about everything that can possibly take place (good or bad, but mostly bad) I let it get to me. Prey on my mind for days, weeks, or months. In one particular instance the situation bogged me down for about 4 1/2 years.
So in conclusion, please be patient with me. I'll get me head together one day (I hope)
"The Dude Abides"
The Baron Von Marsheck
To my friends (and this means everyone that condsiders me a friend of theirs as well). I apologize for my strange behavior yesterday and the day before. I've got a little thing in my head that stops me from enjoying anything lovely that comes my way. I don't understand it either. I don't pretend to understand love or even friendship. There are some people that have been my companions through many years, and to those brave souls, I am very grateful for your presence along the way. There are also a few new faces in the ranks. When I hit it off with someone I've never met (esp. if it happens to be a girl) I tend to become incredibly excited, and then equally incredibly skeptical/cynnical/etc. It's an irrational behavior, I know, but it has been my modus operendi for as far back I can remember. I anyalze everything. This would probably be ok if I were cold, heartless, and didn't react emotionaly to anyone or anything. The problem is that I am an incredibly passionate and therefore emotional person. So not only do I think about everything that can possibly take place (good or bad, but mostly bad) I let it get to me. Prey on my mind for days, weeks, or months. In one particular instance the situation bogged me down for about 4 1/2 years.
So in conclusion, please be patient with me. I'll get me head together one day (I hope)
"The Dude Abides"
The Baron Von Marsheck