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school is over; i graduate on wednesday. i am completely satisfied with my portfolio. i cannot wait until next fall when i/m hopefully attending classes at SVA in manhattan.. that will be the start of a totally different life for me and i couldn/t be more elated.
in other news, the other night tom and i came back to my dorm room, and someone had left me an anonymous gift and placed it right in front of my door so i/d see it when i walked in. i wish whoever left this gift for me would have left a name or some sort of note. whoever it was though [and i think i have an idea], if you read this, i would like to take this opportunity to thank you from the bottom of my heart. as i tear up while writing this, i would like to let this person know that it made my entire semester. i can/t really express how happy it made me. in a semester lacking any friends what-so-ever, it showed me that someone cared, and that is what means the most.
out of the dorms, into new apartment. tom, marina, and i have started moving our stuff into our new apartment. last night, stephanie helped with the last minute packing and moving. she genuinely seemed happy to be there and helping :) blake showed up after a little while and we all relaxed and enjoyed eachother/s company. we hung curtains, burned candles, and smoked three large blunts. haha. i had a blast.
me and tom leave for home on friday. he will be spending christmas with us and i am so excited. my parents and whitney seem to be anticipating our arrival. this is a first.
i will be leaving sandy creek next friday to set up the rest of the apartment and to prepare for our new year/s eve bash. i am so stoked, as i have never had a party before! i hope people actually end up coming, because i/ll just feel like a big loser if no one comes baha.
i enjoyed renno/s company while it lasted [two days]. her and prosper are apparently back together, which means i wont hear from her until they break up. she really bums me out.
i will be more reluctant next time she begs for my friendship back.
thanks but no thanks.
i hope she passes her classes and has a wonderful christmas all the same.
i am anxious all the time, and i am too emotional.
everything brings me down so easily.
departing for the mall and a fun toke with steph.
get a hold of yourself girl,
-jaime::