Journal Entry: 247.
So, overall, life... has been good.
I don't know what I've been doing and I could list it all here; but there's WAY too much to talk about. I don't know, lately, I've kinda been a bit stressed out. Doing all the things they say to do for your junior year. I knew it would eventually all come down a lot stronger. Plans are starting to run into each other. There's not enough time in one day to do everything, yet there's days where there's nothing to do. Times are overlapping, I have to be in two places at once... which, as we know, is impossible. I have to make descisions to chose what to do, with who, when, and because of this, I basically have to make a descision right then and there which thing is more important.
I don't mean to blow anyone off it ever comes off as that, but there are things that need to be done around here. A lot of people can understand; but some can't. To those that can't, take this message, and step off. That's all I have to say. To those who try to ground me, take a message back from me... etc. You get the drift.
To those who are judging me, you can learn something maybe by reading up there. & no, I'm not meaning those who don't KNOW me, (even though it would be nice not to be judged before someone knows you, even though it will NEVER happen), I mean, my closest friends who seem to think they know me. Little Hint: YOU DON'T. You know what I tell you, and what you hear about me. That's all you know. And considering you can only believe 10% of what you hear, and 50% of what I tell you (jk), there's no one that knows a full 100%. So, listen. Stop judging me. Oh, and if it seems that you're judging me on something I told you about, maybe you should quit it, cause the reason I told you, was because I thought you could handle it, and stick beside me NOT be a jackass. How about you let me talk for once instead of cutting me off & wanting to throw a brick at me? Let me speak you jackass. I have something important to say & maybe you should listen. If you don't agree with me, don't shut me up, be mature, listen, disagree in a polite way, end the conversation. DOn't blow up and tell me that "I CAN'T TALK ABOUT THIS CAUSE YOU DON'T BELIEVE IT!" Well, fuck you too. If I believed everything you did, I would kill myself. Yup, that's right. I feel like you have no meaning to live. You treat your friends like shit, not saying I'm the best, but hell, I know I'm better than you.
...I don't even know where all that came from up there. ...actually disregard all that, but I'm going to leave it there, or else this part would make no sense. Well, I guess I could delete this part too, but... what would be the point of this journal entry?
ehn, somedays I creep myself out.
OVERALL, Life has been good & busy.
I do wish though that things would spread out, instead of having 4397538957 plans one day, that I have to cancel a lot of them.
If you have any questions you know how to ask.
I don't know what I've been doing and I could list it all here; but there's WAY too much to talk about. I don't know, lately, I've kinda been a bit stressed out. Doing all the things they say to do for your junior year. I knew it would eventually all come down a lot stronger. Plans are starting to run into each other. There's not enough time in one day to do everything, yet there's days where there's nothing to do. Times are overlapping, I have to be in two places at once... which, as we know, is impossible. I have to make descisions to chose what to do, with who, when, and because of this, I basically have to make a descision right then and there which thing is more important.
I don't mean to blow anyone off it ever comes off as that, but there are things that need to be done around here. A lot of people can understand; but some can't. To those that can't, take this message, and step off. That's all I have to say. To those who try to ground me, take a message back from me... etc. You get the drift.
To those who are judging me, you can learn something maybe by reading up there. & no, I'm not meaning those who don't KNOW me, (even though it would be nice not to be judged before someone knows you, even though it will NEVER happen), I mean, my closest friends who seem to think they know me. Little Hint: YOU DON'T. You know what I tell you, and what you hear about me. That's all you know. And considering you can only believe 10% of what you hear, and 50% of what I tell you (jk), there's no one that knows a full 100%. So, listen. Stop judging me. Oh, and if it seems that you're judging me on something I told you about, maybe you should quit it, cause the reason I told you, was because I thought you could handle it, and stick beside me NOT be a jackass. How about you let me talk for once instead of cutting me off & wanting to throw a brick at me? Let me speak you jackass. I have something important to say & maybe you should listen. If you don't agree with me, don't shut me up, be mature, listen, disagree in a polite way, end the conversation. DOn't blow up and tell me that "I CAN'T TALK ABOUT THIS CAUSE YOU DON'T BELIEVE IT!" Well, fuck you too. If I believed everything you did, I would kill myself. Yup, that's right. I feel like you have no meaning to live. You treat your friends like shit, not saying I'm the best, but hell, I know I'm better than you.
...I don't even know where all that came from up there. ...actually disregard all that, but I'm going to leave it there, or else this part would make no sense. Well, I guess I could delete this part too, but... what would be the point of this journal entry?
ehn, somedays I creep myself out.
OVERALL, Life has been good & busy.
I do wish though that things would spread out, instead of having 4397538957 plans one day, that I have to cancel a lot of them.
If you have any questions you know how to ask.