Mar 31, 2006 14:29
How should I even start this? With this music on it feels like I'm in a movie. I feel like I can hear the rain outside and it's night. Possibley alone for the evening and sitting wet in a coffee shop writing a letter to someone I care for. Yet, thats not the case. It's sunny and its beautiful out. I have to leave for an orentation for Panera soon and I am just happy. Ive begun to think of her more and more everyday. Everyone I feel knows now expect for her. Its become similar for my liking to Norway. The way I can't stop thinking about it and when I do I just smile. I fill with this giddy happy joy and its great. Its become where people thought it was cute in the begining now its getting old and annoying. Yet, I dont care. I like her and I want to show her cool things. Today my photography teacher mentioned an exhibit in Hartford and I asked for all the information for possibly the attempt to bring her along. She tells me this month is a busy one for her and I just want to show her so much so soon. Its going to be hard but Ive got more time. Vacation is coming soon and I am excited. I just want to talk to her everynight and be happy, i love this new feeling. I wish I had more money so I could show her so much more but till now I have to wait. I like her and I cant stop thinking about it.