Something new.
Well I layed it down and I went too far in many ways. Thats what I thought. I realized I just wanted to know more than that was really there. Those closest to me who have known what has been going on in the past few weeks helped me along with the thought of thinking of having something more. As if the whole truth wasnt there and they were just afraid to admit and then commit. Well that wasn't the case and all I can do is move on now. Alot of what went on last night really isnt the person I saw for the recent weeks. Someone totally different. Someone I was trying to see, but it just wasn't what I wanted. So In a way it helped alot. Im human and I have feelings and I just play them wrong sometimes. Im not to blame. I got attached and I tried my hardest to keep her happy. Maybe I did that but she didnt see me that way. yuppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp LAST. SOMEONE PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO HAVE PASSION FOR. SOMETHING TO MOTIVATE ME