couple nights ago, i woke up from a dream where i was working in an organization whose goals were to end violence upon women. consciousness set in and when i realized what i do do for a living, i felt a horrifying sadness...

i've been feeling my brain atrophying... i'm challenged at work, but not in a way that makes me really learn new skills/things. this always worries me since i think i probably enjoy active learning more than any subject i learn about. i'm not saying i'm very smart and that there's that much to lose ;) however, i don't want to feel like i wasted ( Read more... )