Get over yourself

[cyptic_illusion]

What do you do with a friend who continues to make up lies and keep things from you that is so irrelevant to the friendship we purportedly have? I've had to bite my tongue for so long that I can hardly speak to this person anymore without wanting to rip into them for being so stupid. I truly do not understand. Its not like we are in competition with each other. Nor, does their exist a romance relationship to perk jealousies. Does he not realize that in the past we traveled in simliar groups of people who do talk to me and tell me things that leaves me mumbling in the conversation and saying "oh I didn't know that" when these people expect for me to know because we are suppose to be close? This makes me feel like a tadpole swimming around and with each bit of info I grow a tail, look legs wow feed me more info and maybe I'll turn into a frog, hop in his lap, and pee on him. I really do not get it. In fact, I'm tired of trying to "get it" and have grown to a point where I feel as though I'm wasting my time even caring a smigit about this person.

If I point blank asked him why he does the things he does I'm sure I will get the never ending excuses I have in the past. Or, his best way out of things is turning the tables to make me look like a stealth artist prying into his business. At what point does he get it and realize I've been a friend, someone who cares about him, and playing mind games is immature and rather idiotic. I've been that pot of simmering water for a long time and right now I'm boiling over.

Sorry I had to vent. I'm just a bit more than angry.