Finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally, finally and did I say finally ( Read more... )

When I was preparing mail last night for brievenbus when I ran into a website about a postive lifestyle. I really liked the articles there untill I came to the part about taking care of your body. I get that your body is very important and that you have to take care of it alright. But why is it always focussed on weight loss? It is like it is everywhere. ( Read more... )

First up there was a doctors appointment. As expected she didnt give me a "doorverwijzing" :( She doenst know what would be the best path for me to take, and therefore want to see me again in two weeks. Great, this is going to take forever... She did acknowledge that something needed to be done and will consult with my social worker. Als it didnt ( Read more... )

I am feeling slightly nervous and restless today. I dunno exactly how to discribe it. I guess it is mostly that I want finally to know what is "wrong" with me. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and please, please let they please send give me that damn "doorverwijzing". I probably am anxious because I dunno what is going to hapen and how long it ( Read more... )

I love the weather of the past week! I wish it would stay like this forever. Especially today is a good day! I love the spring flowers that are appearing everywhere. For me spring is the best season ever ( Read more... )

And another backlog in my other blog: http://uniflamewrecksthisjournal.blogspot.com/

I really hate the intensity of my period! I was just getting a bit better and now this. *sigh*

So I just tried to call the doctor, but they arent avalible ater noon, what kind of crap is that ( Read more... )

So I had to go to the UWV today and frankly I dont have to work for a while longer. They were very shocked that the doctor didnt want to send me to a psych. So they are going to call them that they have to so. I have too much going on and next to that they feel I need some testing. Something is up next to the fact that I am probably traumatized in ( Read more... )

So yeah, went into the hospital on friday night with the stomach aches from hell. According to my social worker who I see since recently, I have a childhood trauma regarding hospitals, doctors, needles and dentists. So going to the hospital may be one of my worst nightmares, next to cancer that is ( Read more... )

So after 1 hell of a day with these mysterious pains, I called the doctor again when it wasnt gone this morning. Called them yesterday too because I seriously was in so much pain ( Read more... )