I dont want to be in this much pain

[cynni]

A few days ago I woke up in the night/early morning with a terrible pain in the tummy in combination with the runs. The pain was horrible. I felt sick the day after, but everything seemed fine after that. Now, however, I am sitting here again with terrible pain which prevents me from sleeping in combination with several bathroom trips. I have made herbal tea and erhm.... a very warm device on my tummy. I cant be arsed to look up or think about the translation now. But you put hot boiling water in it and it was often used to warm beds with in the early days. I use it when I am sick or have my period anyway.

I never knew that a human can stand so much pain as I am in now.. Nothing I can do aobut it either, just ride it out, again.... I cant even take a painkiller. It will have left my body before it has the chance to work. And I am so tired...... Only slept from 0.00 till 2.00