its 4:20 and id do anything right now for a hit....

[cyndis_girl]

man im stressed. all i want is to cry until the tears are all gone. cyn and i argue about stupid things sometimes. i feel like im under her authority sometimes...i know she doesnt mean to be that way but i feel like i have to ask for permission to do stuff when it involves my life. i know this may sound dumb..but i fucked up cyndis muffler more

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[anonymous]

Okay, first of all you know that I am upfront with my opinion. So here it is...like it or not. I agree with Cyndi on several counts. For one thing, it's like I told you last night...there is nothing wrong with her labeling her car "my car". It's time you saved up and bought a car of your own. Yes, that nasty word....BUDGET.
And she said it perfectly about how you never had anyone care about what you did, or how you harmed yourself. Now you do and I think you're just not used to that. You're grown up and can do what you want...but just remember there ARE people who care and will tell you their opinion. When you have people who care, they also take the brunt of your actions in one way or another. When you want someone to love you...someone to care...then you respect their wishes. I know I can not stop you from "experimenting" with harder drugs, BUT more than anything I wish you wouldn't. It hurts me to know you want to hurt yourself with that garbage. I like to think you're old enough, and smart enough, and LOVED enough to stay away from that stuff.
You both need to sit down and have a long talk about what exactly the arguing is about. Until then, the bickering will continue. If you both want to be a couple, then you need to both take on the responsibilities of being a couple....and figure out just what those responsibilities are.
This part you may not like but as always I will speak my mind. If you don't want to feel like the "kid" in the relationship then you need to take on the adult responsibilities. This means carrying your own weight both financially and emotionally.
Every relationship takes work...your's is no different. And I hate to tell you both....me thinks the DRAMA is there to stay for awhile!! LOL! eeeeks!