A moment of Clarity...
I've decided that Walter William Quinn III is a man not prone to respecting another man and woman's relationship when he wants sex. I've also decided he is not one to trust. Evidently a friend of his, My girlfriend Amy, relationship is an "inconvenience". I.E. I'm a mother fucking speed bump to him, a distraction to Amy. Call it what the fuck you will.
That being said, I whole-heartily believe that Amy would rather be with him as opposed to me, provided he wanted a SERIOUS relationship. Here's a hint and actually a big shocker to me, didn't see this one coming...HE JUST WANTS SEX. Evidently, these are Amy's words, "He's more fun". I've come to terms with that...it's a pretty fucked up situation to be in, and it's borderline something else that I don't feel like saying. BUT yeah.
I can honestly say that I love Amy, but I can't trust her. He has openly hit on her, kissed her on the inside of her hip (I'd love to know the situation they would be in for THAT to happen), BIT HER NECK, and after all of that, still she wants to be around him, with or without me. How am I supposed to see that, should I just play like a fucking moron? Newsflash, despite what the hell people think, NOT SO FUCKING MUCH YOU FUCKS.
I also fear she is performing a popular woman bullshit trick that they all have on me, in one way or the next. LOOKING for excuses to dump the man they're with. "I'm too serious" "I need to lighten up". I apologize for being in a bad mood and am not laugh-y Ha ha fucking ha EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. Once more, I may be wrong, but I don't believe I am.
However , if I DO IN FACT turn out to be right, the distance MY FRIENDS have put me at WILL get further. Believe me when I say this, I have more important things to do than ONCE AGAIN waste my love someone who would once again (go figure) have someone else.
If I'm wrong SHOW me...don't bother telling me, words mean jack-shit when I feel like THIS.
~Tom
That being said, I whole-heartily believe that Amy would rather be with him as opposed to me, provided he wanted a SERIOUS relationship. Here's a hint and actually a big shocker to me, didn't see this one coming...HE JUST WANTS SEX. Evidently, these are Amy's words, "He's more fun". I've come to terms with that...it's a pretty fucked up situation to be in, and it's borderline something else that I don't feel like saying. BUT yeah.
I can honestly say that I love Amy, but I can't trust her. He has openly hit on her, kissed her on the inside of her hip (I'd love to know the situation they would be in for THAT to happen), BIT HER NECK, and after all of that, still she wants to be around him, with or without me. How am I supposed to see that, should I just play like a fucking moron? Newsflash, despite what the hell people think, NOT SO FUCKING MUCH YOU FUCKS.
I also fear she is performing a popular woman bullshit trick that they all have on me, in one way or the next. LOOKING for excuses to dump the man they're with. "I'm too serious" "I need to lighten up". I apologize for being in a bad mood and am not laugh-y Ha ha fucking ha EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. Once more, I may be wrong, but I don't believe I am.
However , if I DO IN FACT turn out to be right, the distance MY FRIENDS have put me at WILL get further. Believe me when I say this, I have more important things to do than ONCE AGAIN waste my love someone who would once again (go figure) have someone else.
If I'm wrong SHOW me...don't bother telling me, words mean jack-shit when I feel like THIS.
~Tom