This really sucks

[cykia]

Not just the fact that you're still out of reach, but the fact that you're actually so much closer right now...  and still you're out of reach.  Meaning I can't just drive for six hours now thinking that maybe I'll see you.  Because I can't.  Even when, for some reason, you're the one I need to be with right now.  I think that if you were here I'd calm down.

I really, really, really need you close by.