Nov 15, 2007 04:55
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Found a pup in Sands today. Apparently the little guy had an uncle that passed away. I'm not entirely sure what happened and I plan on getting the story out of him as soon as I think he's able to actually sit down and talk.. I'm not really sure how old he is..or where he's from. I'm guessing about seven? Eight? Somewhere around there. He goes by the name of Petit.. and it's a fairly apt name. The pup is friggen tiny...
Soks and I are gonna take care of him until we can find him a suitable guardian. Neither of us can really afford the time to raise another pup. She's got her twins, I've got my two...and gah... I ended up taking the lil guy home and putting him to bed in my guest room.
I spoke with Duglus today..and he helped ease my fears a bit about the way Bothans are treated. Least with him.. I've always had a hard time understanding Duglus, he just tends to exist in another world entirely I think. He views things so differently from the way those around him do..and the more he comes around the more I find myself wanting to learn his patience.
Hah Patience.. okay maybe not.. he's irrascable..and he's mean. But he's fair. I wanna learn to be like that...to be fair that is. I got the mean part down. I wanna ask him a million questions..ask him why he does what he does..who he is. He's fascinating..but at the same time I have to admit, there's something about him that makes me leery, suppose I could say I'm kind of scared of him. He stood up to Saevio... not many can do that. He kind of strikes me as the type who's lived a long time and knows what it truly means to live.
I dunno.. I know I'll never have the courage to sit down and talk to him. As it was our chat today was...just a front really. I feel like I gotta be some bad ass lil pup bitch who's not afraid of nothing around him.
He said if I wanted to make up for my screw ups..to start a city watch. TO make sure people like Rish...Petit and those others aren't prey to those who lurk outside the cantina and can't be touched by security. I think I can do that...think I can do that and be fair? I hope so. I know I'm not so good at stuff, not like this.
Saw something I want to speak to uncle about... Oravn and Adah were in the Cantina tonight..and I saw..Oravn playing with his datapad. That in of itself isn't that odd.. no what was odd was that Rish..immediately after Oravn put his away, took hers out.. just about the time it'd take to receive a message. I know Oravn keeps one slave.. but if he tries anything on Rish..I think uncle and myself would rip him apart. I just don't trust the guy.. Adah said he used to be nice..used to be a really good and upstanding Zabrak.. I dunno. I trust Adah...I do.
I'm suspicious about Rish and all her dealings. Something just doesn't settle right with me about her. She comes off as nice..and extremely shy..but I have to wonder if that shyness isn't some sort of cover. Tash did say he thought she was a spy... I just hate the thought of having to slit her throat with my claws if she ever betrayed Uncle Vado in any capacity. She seems too.. too.. what's the word I"m looking for.. Conveniently placid about everything to have it be real.
Sometimes I've been tempted to just wade into her head and see what her colors are really like. But I stop myself. It's wrong..and it sickens me to think of using my gifts like that on someone...what if I'm wrong? What if..I do damage, no I can't do that.
A'nubis brought home a kitty for me! It's a sludge panther..and she's absolutely adorable. I named her Savil; she's got lovely blue markings and is just as content as a pup wrapped in a blanket. She's quite happy to stay with Petit and make him feel more at home.. Kyia'nu and Asha haven't seen either of them yet. This is bound to make breakfast an intersting ocassion in the Sei'Allon house tomorrow.
Can't wait to show Dad my kitty. I'm fairly sure he'll probably want a pet for Maiisha now. Wish they'd hurry up and get married...I wanna offically make Maii my mom.