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#118
I feel restless. I feel a little off balance and I can't quite put my finger on what it is that's making me feel this way. I can't decide if I need more sleep, or if I'm in need of Raiydens touch of balance.
I feel jittery, yet exhausted. Does this make sense? Yes? No?
I want to close my eyes, but every time I lay down I feel as if a jolt of electricity shoots through me jarring me wide awake again. I have odd dreams, disconnected; they mean nothing yet they're familiar faces and locations that shift through.
The pups try to keep making me feel better, they curl up in my lap or pat my face.. try to keep my spirits up.
What's wrong with me?
Am I losing it? This solid grip I had on my Empathy? Did I screw something up? Now I"m just second guessing myself.
Drakonis was arrested today by the Troopers. He deserved it and I found myself so..bloody angry. So utterly disappointed by his actions. Father..Vado... both of them are giving him a chance to provide for his family, and what does he do? He screwed it up.
Agent Bedou at least seemed kind enough to at least say that Drak would be as well treated as Drak would treat them. I spoke with him for a while. He's a very intriguing Bothan, quite handsome as well. And he's well mannered. That's something that appeals to me. His manners are of the utmost to him and he doesn't allow his surroundings to dumb him down.
I..ah..feck it. I'm falling asleep here ...grasping at things to say..
#118
I feel restless. I feel a little off balance and I can't quite put my finger on what it is that's making me feel this way. I can't decide if I need more sleep, or if I'm in need of Raiydens touch of balance.
I feel jittery, yet exhausted. Does this make sense? Yes? No?
I want to close my eyes, but every time I lay down I feel as if a jolt of electricity shoots through me jarring me wide awake again. I have odd dreams, disconnected; they mean nothing yet they're familiar faces and locations that shift through.
The pups try to keep making me feel better, they curl up in my lap or pat my face.. try to keep my spirits up.
What's wrong with me?
Am I losing it? This solid grip I had on my Empathy? Did I screw something up? Now I"m just second guessing myself.
Drakonis was arrested today by the Troopers. He deserved it and I found myself so..bloody angry. So utterly disappointed by his actions. Father..Vado... both of them are giving him a chance to provide for his family, and what does he do? He screwed it up.
Agent Bedou at least seemed kind enough to at least say that Drak would be as well treated as Drak would treat them. I spoke with him for a while. He's a very intriguing Bothan, quite handsome as well. And he's well mannered. That's something that appeals to me. His manners are of the utmost to him and he doesn't allow his surroundings to dumb him down.
I..ah..feck it. I'm falling asleep here ...grasping at things to say..