Jun 21, 2005 01:30
wow,stupid me should have thought of this earlier... I've been slightly busy, slightly bored this past week. wednesday night, my parents brought me up to Ann Arbor while they went to Montreal. i'm still quite bitter about that. it's not that i dislike spending time with Beth, don't get me wrong at all. i love her to death, and it's been REALLY good to see her and know shes actually alive and all that crap... but my parents are in MONTREAL! if i am forced to be away from Kyle for almost an entire week, why can't i at least use my crazy french skillllllllls?????????come on here, people!!!! let's do some thinking. lol. anyways.
this week has been crazy! i miss kyle so much more than i really thought i would. i mean, i knew i would miss him, and want to be with him and stuff... but i don't usually miss people very much, if at all. i mean, come on i didn't miss Beth hardly at all this entire year, i just enjoyed it when she was home, and let it be at that... even Chris i don't miss him... ever, really. i mean, yeah i enjoy talking to him, and when i get to see him, it's really fun, and whatever. but this is insane. i don't feel good. as in i've felt like i'm going to throw up ever since thursday morning when i woke up... i'm just blah... i'm sleeping a LOT which is good, cuz i need the sleep, but in case you didn't look at the time on this entry... it's not normal. i went to bed at like 11:15, and i woke up like 20-30 minutes ago and i can't fall back asleep... i miss him so much... i get to see him again tomorrow which is technically today (yay!) and that's REALLY good, because i think if it were to be any longer, i WOULD actually throw up, and that is quite possibly my least favorite activity (at least that is legal, anyways...) "Yes, it is a raincoat!" and i feel stupid... i'm used to being with Kyle, so i'm making all of these inside jokes (see the raincoat thing above LOL) and nobody gets them, and why the hell should i explain inside jokes to people that i may very well never see again??? no, i don't think so.
Anyways, i met some of Beth's friends... they're nice people. The majority of people staying here over the summer are working, however, some do take classes(read:Beth) lol... her flatmates are nice... her b/f is still barely treading water with me... he made a few choice comments that were not such GOOD choices, and the result was me being slightly short with him... tehe... oh, well. if he's gonna be a prick to her, he should damn well expect a little btich from me! anyways... it's been fun, i guess... if you wanna know more let me know, other than that, i'm off to try the whole sleeping thing ... again... oh, well... *yawn*
G'night.
~*Andi*~
oh, by the way, did i happen to mention that i miss Kyle? a LOT??? oh, i did? okay... well, just so you know; i do!!! i love you Kyle!!! i cannnnnot WAIT to see you!!!!!!!!!