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My family is in town this weekend because the restaurant is going to be 10 years old on Tuesday and we're having a party to celebrate. I'm used to seeing lots of them when I visit or they come down here and I just feel like I'm missing out on everything because of my shitty work schedule. They all went up to my aunt & uncle's cabin on the lake today and I couldn't go because I had to open the store. I was under the impression that they were all coming over here for dinner, but they got home later than they expected, and so it's just my uncle over here talking about computer stuff with my dad while Nathan is outside with his quasi-girlfriend and Jeremy ran off with his friends. I'm mad at my mom right now, so I don't even care where she is.
Tomorrow I work a double shift so I'm not going to see much of them then, either.
I'm just feeling really left out and tired. This has been kind of a shitty week and even though I have the whole day off on Tuesday, it won't REALLY be a day off, because I'll be up at 4 AM to start helping with Restaurant stuff, and then I think everyone is leaving Wednesday, invariably when I have to work and therefore won't get to say goodbye.
This is just all in my head and I know I'm making it worse by cloistering myself off right now and not participating, but it's just not worth it. I would call Molly and see if she could go out, but I work at 8 tomorrow and that wouldn't be such a great idea, even though I've been napping all night.
PS- I really want peanut butter cookies, but I don't want to make them myself
Tomorrow I work a double shift so I'm not going to see much of them then, either.
I'm just feeling really left out and tired. This has been kind of a shitty week and even though I have the whole day off on Tuesday, it won't REALLY be a day off, because I'll be up at 4 AM to start helping with Restaurant stuff, and then I think everyone is leaving Wednesday, invariably when I have to work and therefore won't get to say goodbye.
This is just all in my head and I know I'm making it worse by cloistering myself off right now and not participating, but it's just not worth it. I would call Molly and see if she could go out, but I work at 8 tomorrow and that wouldn't be such a great idea, even though I've been napping all night.
PS- I really want peanut butter cookies, but I don't want to make them myself