Sunset....
Recent pic I did: "Sunset Secret"
Just felt like sharing. This pic holds a lot of emotion for me and I am feeling over run with emotion at the moment.Have not been on the computer much in awhile. Just catching up on everyones journals put me in a real weird mood tonight. A good friend is moving to the other side of the country today. We had just reconnected after not talking with for years. So why do I miss him so much? I guess it could be because I have been losing so much recently. Could also be that I know what a true friend he is and that means a lot to me. He's my water brother and I can count how many of those I have on one hand.
Funny, in some ways I feel so alone and in others I feel surrounded. Not sure what I really want... to be alone or surrounded? To be isolated is safe, but I know I only hide from myself then too. I think I am getting tired of being so strong. I need a break. I am trying to pull myself back to center, but it feels like an uphill battle.
Here are some poems and quotes I have been looking at a lot recently...
Keep the Faith
I have fought the good fight
I have finished my course
I have kept the faith
The brave never live forever... but the cautious never live at all.
-- B.Doktor
Drink lots of water, think positive thoughts, stay busy and keep working on your goals everyday.
-- W.Burnett
No matter where you are, there your ancestors are too. Praise for the guidance!
-- Marcus B.
Stand together or fall apart.
Love your enemy, that's the only way your enemy will know love.
-- E.Fitzroy
Control what you have control over and let everything else go.
Private Battles
To fight private battles
I'll eventually win.
To suffer the consequences
Of a secret sin.
To stand up for what
I believe is right.
To safely get over
Moments of fright.
Undertaking the risk
To mature and grow.
Picking myself up
When torn down so low.
To share with others
Of what I might learn.
To open myself up
And give other a turn.
It is me against this world
And this world against me.
So I had better depend
On all I can be.
--Author Unknown
Just felt like sharing. This pic holds a lot of emotion for me and I am feeling over run with emotion at the moment.Have not been on the computer much in awhile. Just catching up on everyones journals put me in a real weird mood tonight. A good friend is moving to the other side of the country today. We had just reconnected after not talking with for years. So why do I miss him so much? I guess it could be because I have been losing so much recently. Could also be that I know what a true friend he is and that means a lot to me. He's my water brother and I can count how many of those I have on one hand.
Funny, in some ways I feel so alone and in others I feel surrounded. Not sure what I really want... to be alone or surrounded? To be isolated is safe, but I know I only hide from myself then too. I think I am getting tired of being so strong. I need a break. I am trying to pull myself back to center, but it feels like an uphill battle.
Here are some poems and quotes I have been looking at a lot recently...
Keep the Faith
I have fought the good fight
I have finished my course
I have kept the faith
The brave never live forever... but the cautious never live at all.
-- B.Doktor
Drink lots of water, think positive thoughts, stay busy and keep working on your goals everyday.
-- W.Burnett
No matter where you are, there your ancestors are too. Praise for the guidance!
-- Marcus B.
Stand together or fall apart.
Love your enemy, that's the only way your enemy will know love.
-- E.Fitzroy
Control what you have control over and let everything else go.
Private Battles
To fight private battles
I'll eventually win.
To suffer the consequences
Of a secret sin.
To stand up for what
I believe is right.
To safely get over
Moments of fright.
Undertaking the risk
To mature and grow.
Picking myself up
When torn down so low.
To share with others
Of what I might learn.
To open myself up
And give other a turn.
It is me against this world
And this world against me.
So I had better depend
On all I can be.
--Author Unknown