Temporial Inferiority
I think I've pretty much finally tapped into the final parts in regards to battling stress, anxiety and depression for now, I think the two final parts of the puzzle are close to being complete and it's at some pretty good timing right before my Christmas holidays and more importantly a significant amount of time before the study/work combination I'm battling in a couple of months time. I've picked up another pill to test out, completely natural and with no side effects and that's the joy of 5HTP. For those not exactly too knowledgeable about various illicit substances like the ecstasy abuse I've gone through, this is going to be a good start and replenishing some of the serotonin that's been depleted in the past few years, by no means a miracle cure but it's something that will definitely pick up a vast improvement in my current recovery plan, although the irony of counteracting the damage of pilling is by taking a vast amount of various sorts of pills everyday, funny that but it's all working out decently well.
There is one pressure coming up for me and that is battling Christmas, my family and I generally don't communicate and get along with each other so picking out a present for them is proving to be a challenge I'm going to be faced with dealing tommorow when I'm out. Even more frustrating is the fact that I simply can not be bothered buying gifts for friends, no offence, I think I get enough use and abuse throughout the year in terms of having to do favours and letting friends borrow money off me which I feel like a fucking idiot for doing because everyone seriously walks all over me with this case, while I'm certainly recovering and feeling happier, my hate for stupidity and horrid things people do is still just as strong. On another note this means that there will be a Summadayze ticket I will be selling sometime soon.
I also can not resist to have another go at the stupidity of consumers and their need to overconsume, what's really annoyed me in recent times is that despite growing environmental concerns and highly rising fuel prices, the need for the Hummer to be released in Australia is utterly absurd, especially when I found out recently it was the major sponsor for the National Basketball League. If you've seen the documentary of "Who Killed the Electric Car?" There's a disturbing message where the electric car was literally about to supercede that of the regular car but instead the automotive makers decided to promote SUV's and 4WD's. Sounds crazy and absurd but I mean all of a sudden the roads are literally filled with these things.
I've had my go at how stupid it is to own one of these vehicles but what is annoying me is the way these vehicles are being advertised. Basically they try to rival competitors vehicles by claiming better fuel economy, cameras for reversing, more power, higher seating positions, more space. I mean think about it, cars have been far superior in all these ways, you don't need cameras for reversing because sitting so high up is ridiculous in the first place and if you wanted good fuel economy you wouldn't buy a 4WD in the first place, seriously, fuckwits.
The whole idea behind this whole theory in regards to promoting these vehicles was to do with the close ties between the oil and car industry which pretty much go hand in hand and not only have we ended up using more fuel but creating more demand when we have lower supplies have only lead to increases in fuel prices, my god how stupid can we get at times. Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if they start trying to sell mini tanks for the road at this rate but thankfully the whole green issue is most likely going to stop anything ludicrously stupid like this ever happening.
I have more to bitch about but I'll save it for another time, me thinks, ^^
There is one pressure coming up for me and that is battling Christmas, my family and I generally don't communicate and get along with each other so picking out a present for them is proving to be a challenge I'm going to be faced with dealing tommorow when I'm out. Even more frustrating is the fact that I simply can not be bothered buying gifts for friends, no offence, I think I get enough use and abuse throughout the year in terms of having to do favours and letting friends borrow money off me which I feel like a fucking idiot for doing because everyone seriously walks all over me with this case, while I'm certainly recovering and feeling happier, my hate for stupidity and horrid things people do is still just as strong. On another note this means that there will be a Summadayze ticket I will be selling sometime soon.
I also can not resist to have another go at the stupidity of consumers and their need to overconsume, what's really annoyed me in recent times is that despite growing environmental concerns and highly rising fuel prices, the need for the Hummer to be released in Australia is utterly absurd, especially when I found out recently it was the major sponsor for the National Basketball League. If you've seen the documentary of "Who Killed the Electric Car?" There's a disturbing message where the electric car was literally about to supercede that of the regular car but instead the automotive makers decided to promote SUV's and 4WD's. Sounds crazy and absurd but I mean all of a sudden the roads are literally filled with these things.
I've had my go at how stupid it is to own one of these vehicles but what is annoying me is the way these vehicles are being advertised. Basically they try to rival competitors vehicles by claiming better fuel economy, cameras for reversing, more power, higher seating positions, more space. I mean think about it, cars have been far superior in all these ways, you don't need cameras for reversing because sitting so high up is ridiculous in the first place and if you wanted good fuel economy you wouldn't buy a 4WD in the first place, seriously, fuckwits.
The whole idea behind this whole theory in regards to promoting these vehicles was to do with the close ties between the oil and car industry which pretty much go hand in hand and not only have we ended up using more fuel but creating more demand when we have lower supplies have only lead to increases in fuel prices, my god how stupid can we get at times. Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if they start trying to sell mini tanks for the road at this rate but thankfully the whole green issue is most likely going to stop anything ludicrously stupid like this ever happening.
I have more to bitch about but I'll save it for another time, me thinks, ^^