Start your engines

Aug 01, 2010 23:37

Off to uni tomorrow and realising that once again, I'm most likely walking in with a lot to do and on my mind outside of university. Come to the conclusion that I've got 2 more years left so I really need to start getting ready to get into the world of accounting. I'm aiming for grand slam of HD's this time, it's unlikely but if I can get a few, I'd be really happy and really open the doors towards a great career start.

Been studying up a lot in regards to getting work and doing my absolute best to boost my resume, despite my resume looking pretty good already, there's a few areas I need to work on, it might include giving up a bit of my weekends but sacrifices have to be made and despite my high level, it's insanely competitive to pick up one of these roles and vacation work is coming up at the end of the year which I'm really keen on. One of them includes more work and if you think I got enough work in the holidays, think again, I've possibly lined up a fair bit more work this time via my own searching.

Don't mean to bitch but extremely disappointed in a certain person this month, was demanded to come over and make a plane trip by someone throughout the year, when I said I might this person never responded, kind of sad from a person I once considered a close friend. Ended up missing End the DJ but work, sickness and just a lack of time meant it wasn't a possibility, which was a shame since I would have loved to have seen him play live.

Recovering over sickness, was an absolute bitch to get over, was so glad to have Milleh over and looking after me despite how horrible I ended up, ended up playing a lot of video games and bitching about how horrible my throat and chest infection was.

All my hard work in the holidays might have paid off..... towards my uni books and car, w00t /sarcasm, might have to delay my mega spending spree a lot more. Also got a few interesting parties coming up, generally I'm usually excited about theme parties but I've had no time to prepare at all and really unsure if I can be in theme next week and really might have to half ass it in two weeks time it sucks although at the very least I'll be fit and proper to head out to these parties.

Had a pretty good photo shoot as well in the holidays. While everything went horribly against plan, there were still some great results and I discovered an amazing new model in Perth and the photos came out very well. Got an exciting shoot planned with Milleh, it means a lot of extra work but the final results will be worth it from the sounds of it.

Really glad and so happy with Milleh at the moment, she's kept me happy and has really gone absolutely out of her way to look after me. It's an interesting scenario because I'm pretty confident and happy with the idea that she is possibly the one or at the very least I will be with her for quite a while. It's really awesome that we have made it to almost a year now with very little conflict at all and even those were resolved in such a fast courteous manner.

The weird thing is that Milleh is proving to be both a pleasure and a possible distraction. I'm honestly trying my best to see her as often as I can and honestly I do love spending time with her but a lot of my current goals and intentions over the next month will not involve her, so it's a tough balance I find myself maintaining, I feel a bit bad avoiding her since in the past I've been so used to spending full weekends and not just with Milleh but with previous girlfriends as well and there's no way in the world I can do that.

The reality as harsh as it sounds I do feel that having a girlfriend can be a huge curse in terms of my schedule but the fact that it's Milleh means that I'm willing to do my utter best for her but the reality is I honestly keep thinking it's going to be less and less with how my life is. Really, really, really glad and happy to have Milleh in my life, she means the world to me, sadly I seriously have no idea how on earth to fit her into my life at times, especially since the pace of our lives can be so varied at times.

Listening to lots of big beat breakbeat today, why dubstep (which everyone needs to stop claiming it's the best thing since sliced bread) took off instead of this is beyond me......

Not the best and most structured post but I've got a lot to get off my chest (two big posts twice today) before uni starts tomorrow, so excited to see what my classes are like. ^^
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