an actual update on my life
Friday night was a very fun night. It's nice having some kids from back home that go here to hang out with. I still feel best around all them. We all went to a club and had a good time. I was up til like 5 in the morning and had to do the ropes course on Saturday morning at noon. Now I'm very scared of heights so that whole experience freaked me out. I never want to do it again. I'm glad I can say I did it once though. Next was the football game. UCF won 38-17 yesterday over Memphis. The game was a lot of fun even though I was really tired. After that I crashed. Today I just relaxed and did the whole chapter thing which I actually always look forward to doing.
I hope this week goes by fast because I'm most likely going to Tallahassee next weekend. I'm very excited about planning on going there and I get to see Meredith and Zaki and everyone else.
I don't care how much fun I can have here, I'm still very homesick. It was so special back in Lakeland and having it taken away makes me realize the things I took for granted.
I've just been emotionally up and down lately with being here. I'm holding on to too many things in the past that I have no control over. I need to just focus on doing what is really best for me instead of putting myself in these positions to get more hurt. I know I still feel certain things but for once I'd like my brain to take over and keep me on track. I really just need to go back to being cool about everything, but it's amazing how certain things have managed to bring me down so far. I guess it happens to all of us.
And for the love of God I need cold weather.
I hope this week goes by fast because I'm most likely going to Tallahassee next weekend. I'm very excited about planning on going there and I get to see Meredith and Zaki and everyone else.
I don't care how much fun I can have here, I'm still very homesick. It was so special back in Lakeland and having it taken away makes me realize the things I took for granted.
I've just been emotionally up and down lately with being here. I'm holding on to too many things in the past that I have no control over. I need to just focus on doing what is really best for me instead of putting myself in these positions to get more hurt. I know I still feel certain things but for once I'd like my brain to take over and keep me on track. I really just need to go back to being cool about everything, but it's amazing how certain things have managed to bring me down so far. I guess it happens to all of us.
And for the love of God I need cold weather.