- dissapears as too not push you anymore, leaves as to not ask you to tell me anything anymore, "shuts the hell up" so to make you not hate me anymore - and -sigh- i can tell you dont wanna ne more, so the one thing u no a month, i was talking about, dun worry about it, i can tell you honestly dun want it...
nothing ever gets better in my life... it just gets worse n worse... everyday.. so ima leave ok... dont try n stop my cause by the time you read, itll be to late, im running... as far away as i can.. till my lungs collapse and my knee's give out... gooodbye
leaving only makes it worse.... but if u leave, stop saying it over and over i hate hearing it.... and i try n talk to u but i get a brief 30seconds lmao then its good bye, but one day ull find someone to stop them tears, just not today...
like i said, screw the "one month promise" because it seems im the only 1 who wanted it -sigh i could cry about this for ill regret it later - but anyways, u always say ur gonna leave, seems more than i do, so well if u do ull come back like u always do, just like me so yea, its a matter of time, but i think ima but outta ur life so u smile more
im so lost jenna... everyone hates me... they push me so much.. and i snapped.. no one'll talk to me... and all i can do is sit here and cry.. every fucking day jenna... every day this is all i do.. is sit here and listen to everyone hate me..
the truth is, u think i hate u when i dont, you hide urself from me, ignore me ( hence walking and i said anna walk this way with me and i kept waiting up for u and u didnt ) and well the truth is, you wont talk to me anymore -_-;;; o well i have gotten used to it, this is how it all begins
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