Oct 23, 2004 00:03
ugh
i cant take it anymore, really i cant, im seriously gonna snap, everyone is stressing me, i cant do this anymore, i really cant..
and YOU! stop asking me to tell you stuff that concerns other people after i told u im not going to!!!! alright!!!
im not in a good mood if u cant tell im pissed and sad and depressed and ignored and lonely and hungry and weak..
no one fucking understands anymore... why do you all have to push me so much... why wont you let me fix everything, i can really.. i can..
please....
im so tired of crying...
thats all i do now,.. is cry... i dont want to anymore... i cant stop them... they just keep coming... non stop...
and everyones pushing me... and pulling me.. i dont want to be in this anymore.... im sick of fucking peoples lifes up
i dont mean to, i really dont, i cant help it....
and everyone hates me... no one will talk to me at all... i cant do this anymore.. i just really want to leave... im tired of having people angry.. and depressed..
so here i go... ill cry myself to sleep... forever