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Last post... Great in theory. Not sure how it's going to work though...
Anyway, I met this guy a couple weeks ago, nice guy, pre-med at UH he's also an EMT. Great sense of humor. I dunno. I guess I kinda like him, I want to see where things are going. So, we've been kind of talking on the phone, every now and then. I REALLY like that. Hell, I wait for him to call, the days he tells me he's going to call. Anyway... I had been waiting all day at work to hear from him. I even stopped texting John because I thought he might call. Used my home phone to make calls for work, not my cell phone, although I kept it by me. Then you called, and we talked, I REALLY liked that, well, I guess I could say I miss it. And then this other guy called, and I just didn't answer, because I was afraid to lose that moment with you. We talked about the stupidest stuff, by talked I mean you talked and told me to be a girl and talk more. It was about how I hated golf, and sandwiches and how I thought he was a mean gay guy the first semester. Just stupid things... But they were so important.
I dunno, the idea behind the last post still stands, but it's going to be harder to put into action. Maybe we could spend some time together, and you'll see I'm not so bad. Maybe even give me a chance.
Maybe I'll realize I'm living a lie, nice boys like that don't like girls like me, and you'll leave, never speak to me again and I'll move on.
Maybe this other boy will turn out to be nice, maybe not. Who knows...
I don't, that's for sure...
I just wish I could hold onto those stupid moments... And more than that, I wish you'd help.
Anyway, I met this guy a couple weeks ago, nice guy, pre-med at UH he's also an EMT. Great sense of humor. I dunno. I guess I kinda like him, I want to see where things are going. So, we've been kind of talking on the phone, every now and then. I REALLY like that. Hell, I wait for him to call, the days he tells me he's going to call. Anyway... I had been waiting all day at work to hear from him. I even stopped texting John because I thought he might call. Used my home phone to make calls for work, not my cell phone, although I kept it by me. Then you called, and we talked, I REALLY liked that, well, I guess I could say I miss it. And then this other guy called, and I just didn't answer, because I was afraid to lose that moment with you. We talked about the stupidest stuff, by talked I mean you talked and told me to be a girl and talk more. It was about how I hated golf, and sandwiches and how I thought he was a mean gay guy the first semester. Just stupid things... But they were so important.
I dunno, the idea behind the last post still stands, but it's going to be harder to put into action. Maybe we could spend some time together, and you'll see I'm not so bad. Maybe even give me a chance.
Maybe I'll realize I'm living a lie, nice boys like that don't like girls like me, and you'll leave, never speak to me again and I'll move on.
Maybe this other boy will turn out to be nice, maybe not. Who knows...
I don't, that's for sure...
I just wish I could hold onto those stupid moments... And more than that, I wish you'd help.