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[cutmedeeper567]

i've been feeling really weird lately. mentally that is. physically i can barely move, yet i have football practice every day. holden nearly raped me today, how random... he had his hands on my ass.. hmm.. nah it was for a center drill. anyways yeah now that i gave holden a chance we're pretty good friends i'd say. he helped me with my chin strap

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[anonymous]

If I hadn't seen this entire situation happen before, play out, and have a freakishly anticlimactic ending, I'd be listening to you and trying to help. It seems like the only attitude you ever have nowadays is the one from Friday, December 19. Pull yourself together man.

[cutmedeeper567]

fuck you. you might think that this is the same situation as with courtney but you are wrong son. you are wrong. and colin, since we both know that this is you, i would've thought that you of all people would recognize that. i'm sorry you think i've always been the same way since that one friday but there's nothing i can do about it if i am always like that now.

thx for nothin,
Matt

ps. i think it was friday the 18th bro

[cutmedeeper567]

nope lol it was the 19th, and yes i took the time to look it up on my computer clock

[straitxxxedge]

lol fuckin laughlin. yo matt, we hafta chill. nd make ur problems disappear... were goin to cali, nd seein an afi show, cuz dats d only place der playin rite now.

[cutmedeeper567]

hahaha fuck yea bro we goin to cali to check out afi!!! you get me a ride and some money and i'm there lol. nope, didn't think so, maybe someday you and me could go chill in cali for a few days and see a show. that'd be so badass, plus we could go check out ukiah (do you know where that actually is?).

later dates,
Matt

[cutmedeeper567]

ya know, now that we've reached the end of this new episode in my life. i can finally say ya know what colin, you were wrong. this time, i got lied to, led on, and basically continually laughed at from afar. hmm, is that worse than last time? i think it is..

tori

[anonymous]

matt im srry.........:-( i really am. i wish that i could take it all back just to keep u from being mad and upset. i care about u alot and u r still one of my best friends...i just wish i could talk to u more. and if there is anything i can do to make u happy, anything at all i will do it. or will try to ake it happen. i dont want anything for u but happyness. so call me sometime so we can talk about it.
i am srry srry matt...i should be shot for what i did to u,
tori

Re: tori

[cutmedeeper567]

don't worry about it. i'm over it by now. and don't worry i'm pretty sure you're not gonna get shot over it

Matt

Re: tori

[anonymous]

okay thats good