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i've been feeling really weird lately. mentally that is. physically i can barely move, yet i have football practice every day. holden nearly raped me today, how random... he had his hands on my ass.. hmm.. nah it was for a center drill. anyways yeah now that i gave holden a chance we're pretty good friends i'd say. he helped me with my chin strap and stuff. weight training and football practice are killing me. i was with the varsity team in the weight room today, the only non varsity player, and god damn they worked my ass off.
other than that i really hate my life right now. tori doesn't wanna be my best friend anymore and stuff like that. i feel like a dipshit over it. i would do anything to be around to talk to her more, or be with her. i guess i won't be having the chance to be with her again after all. of all my sore body parts, my heart hurts the most right now so i'm gonna go. see ya later.
with regret,
Matt
other than that i really hate my life right now. tori doesn't wanna be my best friend anymore and stuff like that. i feel like a dipshit over it. i would do anything to be around to talk to her more, or be with her. i guess i won't be having the chance to be with her again after all. of all my sore body parts, my heart hurts the most right now so i'm gonna go. see ya later.
with regret,
Matt