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[cutiecow101]

i've been really sad...to the point where i'm depressed. i don't want to tell my mom and dad, i don't want to take drugs for it.....i just want to be happy. i really haven't been happy with myself in a long time. to the point that i haven't wanted to do anything not even go to work. my greatest fear is being fat and i was told i was fat the other day and i don't know what to do. i am being worked to the bone, i get up early and go to work till about 5 on mon-wed and then go to school those days and then don't come home till about 10 pm. i like having money coming in but i don't have time to enjoy the money. and i'm going through homecoming withdraw, i miss going out and finding the perfect dress and then the date and getting my nails done and then diner......good times

i miss it.....

so long

fifi