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so i have to do a lot of thinking......i don't like my life or my self right now! i have not realized how much i miss my Grandpa Joe....i miss my other grand parents as well but i didn't really know my moms parents as well. last night i had a long talk with Andy about how i fell about my self and that i'm not happy. i miss being truly happy with my self and not having anyone to hold me when i'm sad to to tell me that everything will be ok, and me knowing that it will b/c i have someone......
"i tore my knees up praying, scarred my back from falling down.
spent so much time flying high, till i'm face first in the ground.
so if your up there watching me, would you talk to God and say.
tell him i might need a hand to see you both some day."
i have to rethink my life.....i will be on here more to help me get out my thoughts.
i miss seeing Jordan and his smiles, i don't think i'll ever stop thinking of him.
love ya
FiFi
"i tore my knees up praying, scarred my back from falling down.
spent so much time flying high, till i'm face first in the ground.
so if your up there watching me, would you talk to God and say.
tell him i might need a hand to see you both some day."
i have to rethink my life.....i will be on here more to help me get out my thoughts.
i miss seeing Jordan and his smiles, i don't think i'll ever stop thinking of him.
love ya
FiFi