Mar 18, 2006 20:00
so this weekend made me realize how much i really really love my friends and i think i thanked mostly everyone tonight for being such a good friend to me. lately, i haven't really seen much of anyone except the weekends, and even then, i'm pretty busy. i've been trying to become more well-rounded with what i do and have actually been hanging out a whole lot with catholic kids. i've been babysitting, too, and doing a bunch of reading and studying. i've rediscovered my passion for reading and am devouring books at an extremely rapid pace. i love my life so much.
yesterday, i was a retreat team leader for the rising 9th graders. i hung out with all boys. i like being a tomboy, its definitely the way to go. i won an awesome game and befriended the "scene" 8th graders. the drive there and back was probably the best part (it was up in belmont). with coheed, monks, techno christian, and some other crazy stuff, we kept it pretty interesting. then i had to babysit. they were supposed to be home at 10, but didn't get back until 1:30. it was okay, i made $65.
today i had to wake up at 8 to take the simulated SAT for my prep class. i kept falling asleep so probably did pretty badly on it. then i decided to lay out and get some sun because i'm quite pasty and it was so pretty out. sarah and michael surprised me and laura came too. i love the sibling love between sarah and michael. then laura and i went up to rachels for the cook out and i really enjoyed a cheeseburger for the first time in years.
at the door tonight, i had the most incredible feeling that made me want to laugh and cry at the same time. i was sitting back watching everyone interact, all my best friends, and it hit me. i am so unbelievably blessed to have all of you in my life. you all make me want to be the best person i can be. i would literally do anything for yall. i really don't want this to ever end. laura said we should all live in a big house one day with pXc on the door. that is our idealism for the night, but hey, girls can dream. but seriously, thank you all for being there for me, for making me laugh, and for helping me realize how amazing life is. everyone that performed did an amazing job. i love you all so much and i'm sorry if it ever seems like i don't want to hang out with you, i do.
i love you all!