Great Now Im crying
Im listening To Why by Avril... Which I already have displayed the lyrics to in my journal... Ne way I hate this feeling. Im not angry in fact Im jus blind. Blinded by the tears falling from my eyes. He makes me feel a way I never feel and a feeling no one can place upon me but the feeling is slowly fading into the distance of our voices. I miss him I feel like hes dead I feel like Im never going to talk to him again I feel like this is it its the end of everything and anything worth while. I dont think I can even speak ne more. Im now alone I have nothing left.. My pride was ripped from me by sumone who cud care less about me and now my piece of my broken heart are now gone in the hands of a man who is no longer mine. I dont even wanna speak to anyone because then people will feel sorry for me. As Selby's answer machine says everything in life happens for a reason ( I hate that saying) But I guess hes rite maybe this this feeling is how I shud feel and myu silence will maybe get me to recall wha I did to deserve this battery and the tears. I guess this is the way it shud be... N no Im not gunna hurt myself...
Goodnight you cruel cruel world
Goodnight you cruel cruel world