Nov 09, 2005 21:06
REALLY BAD!
When T H E W H O L E W O R L D but me knows all your lil secrets....and im supposed to be your BEST FRIEND. And believe me...EVERY ONE knows....they told me after i brought up i was mad at you. Ya..like you said, with the whole guys thing, there are things i havent told you, well prolonged in telling you...but that was with guys, that was just drama... THIS...THIS is getting out of hand.
i told you it would.
This can harm you.
This isnt you...and you know it. so why in the whole world did you do it?
and if you were soo ashamed...why didnt you tell me...
accountablitly partner = me?
i thought.
it hurts, becuase its not JUST you. EVERYONE keeps EVERYTHING from me.... but it hurts more cuz your my best friend.
and im worried about you.
i know that when anyone is confronted with anything, logically they just automatically put up a defence...your you tried to make it seem like what you did wasnt bad...like it couldnt hurt you.
sugar coat it.
you cant sugar coat that.
I love you...and it hurts.
EVERY one knew...but me...
EVEN Nick...you told my boy friend...but not me...
which makes me want to tell you not to tell him anything that you dont want me to know. cuz he WILL tell me. I AM that important to him. He has told me.
Maybe your relationship should stick strically Pat.
cuz it hurts...and he saw that...he saw me cry.
it sux.
but this is where IT got you.
Do you like it?
When ever i see those girls in the hall way i wanna attack them like on Mean Girls...but then i remeber its not their fault...
Maybe they dont know better...i dont know their story..
BUT i DO know yours...and I KNOW YOU know better...yet you did it anyways.
well i know now why we didnt win the "Best Friends" Award at school. We only had ourselves fool...every one else saw right through us.
compleate strangers.
it would have been fake anyways. we suck at being friends...we cant even keep them...we cant even keep eachother..
And i said WE
i dont know what to do