I. Give. Up.

Dec 12, 2005 21:38

Okay, MPHS. I'm about six days from telling my mom I want to switch schools. I can't take you people anymore. My "friends" won't stick up for me, and the people who don't like me are growing in numbers. I just can't take all this stress. Every day I wake up and say to myself.. "God.... won't you please cancel school so that I won't have to face the world?" I'm tired of having to stick up for myself...

Am I really that unlikable? I just don't understand why everyone insists on treating me this way..

To those of you who actually do care, thank you for being there for me these past few days.. I know I've been really emotional.. Thanks especially to Andrea.. you're about the only one who sticks up for me anymore.. Andy, thanks for making me smile and letting me use your coat for a pillow. Emmy, thanks for listening..

Ben, I hate you more and more every day I see you. Everytime I hear your voice I just want to scream at the top of my lungs how much I hate you. At this point... you can just have her. She's all your's. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of it...

There's nothing for me at MPHS anymore.

Roxy
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